I believe our only obligation is to be kind. We do not owe anyone anything else. The world is too much with us now. That is my mantra for today. Sometimes there needs to be a place to retreat to. A place in which to hold our own hand and say enough now, Sweetheart. Enough.
It is possible I have lost my way. It is possible I set too much store by kindness and feel the seams of my heart come a little undone in the face of the tiniest disregard. I used to pick at the flock wallpaper in her house. Olive green swirls of loveliness coming away in my hands. I wasn't kind then. (I am not kind now). Those who are jealous are intrinsically ugly.
Now I am hungry. If you were were here I would simmer mushrooms gently in a scrape of butter and serve them on a gilt edged plate. If you were here I would dance with you. That is what I would do. I would say yes, lets dance. To an Elvis Presley love song. My face pressed against the goodbye kiss still staining your cheek.
I think I might be lonely. You haven't been kind. No-one could ever say you have been kind.
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I want that mushroom!
ReplyDelete*grin*
guts wrenching out....
Sounds like a good mantra. You're right, we are not owed anything. Makes you think...
ReplyDeleteAn enigma with a sad note. Kindness is not always returned with kindness.
ReplyDeleteYou blog is a visual treat for the eyes.
Mmm love mushrooms, but I also like the idea of holding your own hand, and yes we re not that kind to each other at times, but we all need to think more about it.
ReplyDeletethe small things will change us....
ReplyDeleteTo be kind is commendable. Unfortunately, not everyone is kind in return. Very interesting concept.
ReplyDeleteSometimes when I'm kind it's misunderstood.
ReplyDeletei believe we should have no expectation. :(
ReplyDeleteThis entry really made me think... I like that.
ReplyDeleteA bit of a tall order being kind all the time! We can but try!
ReplyDeleteFirst time I have visited your blog and I will have a little browse before I go. Thank you for visiting mine!
I need that mantra myself. I should tape it to my mirror.
ReplyDeleteSad ending, but good post. Thanks for stopping by my journal.
Lots of wisdom in this lovely post!
ReplyDeleteKind can look many ways, eh!
ReplyDeleteMy heart is tender, inspired by your reading.
Yes, how we treat others should be an uppermost concern. (My hubby and I jitterbug to Elvis music.)
ReplyDeleteI enjoyed your kind comment on my blog. Thanks.